ive realized it took everyone one but i did

you know ive never really explained what happened last sunday which is bad cause its alittle more important than anything else i had to say it just was when i made this blog i wasnt in a very good mood but N*E*WAZ recieving the holy ghost and getting baptized was the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me i cant really explain it the feeling was incredible and i thought it was going to happen after HYC (which i cant wait)but thats okay u know everything i type is ususally how ifell at the moment but yall im tryin and im not gonna give up i really do thank amy for talkin to me friday night it helped and thn when i got home i went down to my neihbor (i dont really know how to spell that) Amy and i talked to her thats weird i talked to to amys in the same day LOL and it helped alot it made me realize a bunch of things she told me that she can see abig difference in me and to keepgoin and dont givedont listen to everyone has to say about what you doin and she told everything i do i never complete cause of what everyone says well this time i really took everything to heart im not gonna give especially for jessica cause she s done alot of work to get me to where i am now amy also helpd me realize that to.she lso told me to slow down im goin to fast and for some reason i always rush things and i dont mean to maybe thats whats happening here is that im rushin everything i wont take my time but no matter how hard i has been this week im still believein cause its only been a week so shouldnt have the right to give up anyways what i thnik the first week will be the hardest because by the middle of the week u just realized it finally hits u i have this feelin somthin bad and then somthin incredible is goin to happen but im gonna try to have smile on my face this time :)